Empty

a broken soul under starlit sky,

gaze up above towards the moon,

asking the heaven’s why,

did he deserve this confusion,

and why does it not end so soon,

tears fell towards warm cheeks,

like river flowing to sea,

this heavy burden he carries for uncountable weeks,

weaken even strong knees,

the problem is fate and not he,

above him spread still,

like time don’t pass,

his heart bleeds but he cannot feel,

because his destiny is sealed,

he just sit there as shadows cast,

a lonely soul with nowhere to go,

for he is astray,

will he ever face the new day,

that he never know,

cause his just someone alone in the shadow,

an empty man with nowhere to go.

Failure

Life is hard and that's a fact,
Defense is not always the best when under attack,
Criticisms are good for it helps you grow,
But it is different when it's not the truth they know.

It's not other fault if you have fell down,
Rise up again with a smile and don't make a frown,
Losing is just a part of life, that's true,
But still tomorrow is a day anew.

Waste not on the time past for it is gone,
Look ahead where there is light from the sun,
For yesterday will just be a memory,
Look forward for tomorrow and the new things to see.

Life sucks... But still keep on rockin'...

With No Regrets

the times shared may had been forgotten,
but the feeling still lingers on,
the heart beats but the spirit stolen,
by the shadow of someone long been gone.

the tears that fell will never have justice,
and the memories will just be a fading light,
cause inside there’s a war and there will never be peace,
the picture of you darken like the incoming night.

why do people love and then cry?
for much had been given,
will it be there until the time people die?
being a weight that pulls you away from heaven,

the world is a pit of lies,

deceiving poor innocent souls,
the laughter made will be paid a thousand of cries,
until the poor soul crawls.

your name is still engraved in my heart,
and it will never go away,
i truly feel sorry that you did depart,
and choosing to walk your own way.

but do remember that I’ll always be here,
waiting until the sun totally sets,
cause you to me had been overly dear,
I’ll wait with no regrets.

New Beginning

now that it’s finally over,
there is now peace of mind,
now’s the time to extend yonder,
true blessings now i could find.

mistakes of the past should be left behind,
for it should be best forgotten,
to it you should not yourself bind,
for it only reminds you when you’ve fallen,

face the new day with chin high,
for it is a new beginning,
for the heart even it did die,
 solitude soon will be coming.

let the sun warm the soul so cold,
and the breeze take the pain away,
buy back from the devil the spirit sold,
and let the light show you the way.

never again waste time to someone,
that have no value at all,
never again do things you’ve done,
to smear the pureness of the soul.

do learn to know the truth,
and not again be blind,
do not do even if you could,
be that sinful kind.

it’s not wrong to love,
but it’s wrong to sin,
for someone is watching above,
and be judge on whom you’ve been.

now the sun is rising from the horizon,
greet it with smile and glee,
for it’s light will be your beacon,
and let life happen as it should be.

Too much love

today darkness envelopes the horizon,
again inside the familiar emptiness reigns,
an innocent man in a dim prison,
waiting for the comfort of rain.

they say when you fall you learn,
but that’s not always the case,
with frail heart there’s no one to turn,
leaving you helpless and lost in a maze.

love is deadly and most of the time cruel,
it gives greater sorrow than heavenly joy,
making a wise man to nothing but a fool,
to whom he loves who treat’s him like toy.

why does we need to love?
when loving only gives pain?
is it a curse from under or a blessing from above?
when to love too much makes you insane.

Calling Your Name

again i wake up in the middle of the night,
the cold and unforgiving silence echoes through my conciousness,
why does it always give me fright?
when the phantom of you again eroded my defenses.

i again wonder where you are tonight,
and again there’s that unbearable pain in the heart,
i prayed so hard that the angels will make you be alright,
but still that’s not enough to stop me from falling apart.

now that i live without your smile,
the company of others cannot fool the heartache,
i feel that living is not worthwhile,
all the beauty around, without you what difference thus it make?

again i stare at the dark sky,
but the solitude there i cannot find,
again and again I’m asking why?
your name, even how hard i try is still engraved in my mind.

i remember the things we used to do,
but that was centuries ago,
the pain, the hurting is never new,
it is unknown on when i can let go.

i cannot picture what the future holds for me,
but i hope i cross your way again,
the laughter and the passion was our destiny,
but tonight all i can do is call your name.

Fireflies

when i was a boy i used to chase fireflies,

for i thought they were stars that fell on earth,

they would illuminate the dark skies,

with their twinkles and lights from their birth.

i thought that if i could have one,

i could close my eyes and wish,

i would call a friend and have fun,

chasing those lights and miss.

but now I’m much older than before,

but still chase fireflies,

for like them are my dreams gone sore,

pain and happiness that made me wise.

i loved and i bled,

but still persevere,

i laughed and tears i shed,

i got strength in my fears.

but like a firefly in my hand i need to let it go,

because they are not truly stars,

only a good and little insect that glow,

like you that in my heart now is only a scar.