Calling Your Name

again i wake up in the middle of the night,
the cold and unforgiving silence echoes through my conciousness,
why does it always give me fright?
when the phantom of you again eroded my defenses.

i again wonder where you are tonight,
and again there’s that unbearable pain in the heart,
i prayed so hard that the angels will make you be alright,
but still that’s not enough to stop me from falling apart.

now that i live without your smile,
the company of others cannot fool the heartache,
i feel that living is not worthwhile,
all the beauty around, without you what difference thus it make?

again i stare at the dark sky,
but the solitude there i cannot find,
again and again I’m asking why?
your name, even how hard i try is still engraved in my mind.

i remember the things we used to do,
but that was centuries ago,
the pain, the hurting is never new,
it is unknown on when i can let go.

i cannot picture what the future holds for me,
but i hope i cross your way again,
the laughter and the passion was our destiny,
but tonight all i can do is call your name.